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So I did my first appointment and found out I was ineligible for treatment because I wanted to commit suicide. Hopefully things with the Effexor will start to level out so that I can try again next month at the beginning of the month. So far things with the Effexor have been going well enough…
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After almost 1 year I finally got into the Multiple Sclerosis doctor here in Tampa!!! I saw him over 10 years ago but have been waiting for this for a while!
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Spring break was rough but fun. We started out with a weekend at Universal Studios Orlando. I was very sick the entire time with nausea and this is going to be gross but loose number twos. I almost used all the toilet paper in the hotel. All through Universal I sipped Ginger Ale while riding…
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Write a letter to your 100-year-old self. This is weird I’m not fucking alive. If I was alive, I’d be a vegetable from my multiple sclerosis and want to be fucking more dead than I want to be right now.
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So I went and picked up one of the kids this weekend, and took them both to Universal again. I know that my disability affects my depression so much. I can’t even go into detail. My stomach hurts so badly and it has been all weekend. I am scared to eat because it just affects…
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What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance? Grace…maternal grandmother
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What is the last thing you learned? Don’t respond to Trulieve dispensary and get stuck in traffic!
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I finally slept last night. I’m going to pick up Air in Orlando and let Belle spend some time with her old friends. I will be at a hotel with my youngest and going to Universal Studios all weekend! I’m so excited to see my youngest this weekend. Since my leave of absence from work…
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I never slept last night. Hopefully I’ll get some sleep tonight! I hate being up all night despite taking sleeping pills and then taking more. Doxepine and Trazodone- Do nothing for me to sleep at all. Seroquel- Allergic Reactions Ambien works but only a men’s dose (10mg) not the women’s (5mg).
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I’m so tired but never want to lay down to sleep. I do not understand why I can’t be more strict with myself.
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My Depression and Ketamine Home Journey 