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It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s meAt tea time, everybody agreesI’ll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirrorIt must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero My husband is who I feel sorry for. I took too much and it must end. 
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Not a bad day. Then at 4:30…bam it hit me like a ton of bricks…I want to die. I’m a horrible mistake of a person.
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I’ve never had any regrets in my life. I regret ever deciding to be with my ex and have his baby. My daughter is mean to me. There’s no point if my own child hates me.
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So I just popped my dose in my mouth. Not only was this day three of ketamine, but it was day one of me, taking Kesimpta for my multiple sclerosis. My doctor has been complaining to me about me not taking anything for the past 20 some years. It’s not that I haven’t taken anything.…
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It’s been a really busy day! I decided to do the ketamine at night so that if it makes me tired, I’ll go to sleep. I did it like an hour and a half ago. So far, I don’t think I have any side effects with the 15 mg… But any drug allergies are usually…
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I’m angry because 13 years ago I petitioned the court in Orange County Florida to move with my 3 year old daughter to the Chicagoland area because my whole family lived there. They denied it. Saying that she had consistency in Avalon Park. Long story short I have moved many times because the area she…
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So I did dose I earlier this afternoon. I got tired and slept. My husband got a ride to school. Now that I’m up i’m wide awake and oddly enough not hungry. I haven’t had anything other than one can of Dr Pepper and water today. I think tomorrow I am going to do my…
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it’s in my mouth and my husband starts asking me about what I want to keep out of the garbage pile he made!!! AirPods in relaxing now….
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We are taking our daughter to live off-campus at UCF today! It doesn’t feel real yet… but she isn’t going to be too far.  So I never got any word about Spravato treatment. I also got so bad that I planned to end my life before I turned 40 which is in a couple…
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My Depression and Ketamine Home Journey 