Depressed and Bored 😐

I am at beach and all I am doing is sitting here, crying my eyes out, trying to hide my face in my big ass hat. So I finally had my first therapy appointment today. It’s great but they called to schedule my next appointment and it isn’t until July. The woman told me that…

Going to the beach and heard “Fast Car” by Tracey Chapman. I used to love the song despite not liking the style of music but I was singing the lyrics and now know why I loved it… “And I-I had a feeling that I belongedI-I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be…

I don’t know why no one likes me. It hurts. It reinforces my feeling of not wanting to be here. I have 1 friend. No one else besides my family wants me around. I just want to go away but I have to live past the kids turning 18. It’s the best I can do.

The movie comes out today!!! I have loved the cartoon since I first saw it when I was 5. I love it so much my 2nd daughter is named Ariel. Come to find out it is a male name in other countries. Pretty good for my natural born daughter to have that name when they…