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So I don’t like to talk to people about death and dying, at least when it comes to my ideas. I’ve talked to people around my thoughts about death and dying and they don’t do or say much or inquire for more details. Not even my husband. I took a 3 month leave from work…
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So I think my antidepressant is maxed for me on dose. Last week I took my Depakote test and my results were really low compared to the past tests. I’ve been on 1000 mg since I started. I added 500 mg to every day from my psychiatrist and she told me about Optimized Folate. Folate,…
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It’s a serious question. My whole life people have not liked me very much…to the point that it is VERY evident. I went on an MS rock climbing trip and we were supposed to do a Zoom call this week to catch up. We texted when we were available and the first thing I said…
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Leaving Naples after a beautiful day! If you call functioning on 2.45 hours of sleep, diarrhea every time I use the bathroom and even AFTER Imodium it happened within 2 minutes of my morning protein shake. WTF??? Really I can’t enjoy one day after a shitty birthday? Don’t even get me started on yesterday though.…
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Friday I slept in through my biweekly therapy session and I was so mad at myself… Then I couldn’t sleep last night… Or tonight, obviously, but I’m manic and agitated, confused, sad, hurt and more that’s just causing me a lot of emotional distress 😭. So a few years back my best friend was nasty…
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So I had quite a few moments of depression and feeling like shit about myself. I am happy I went to the dermatologist. I am aware I was anxiously picking my face… I got medicine and creams and it’s infected. So I go back in 2 weeks to address the Seborrheic dermatitis that’s underneath all…
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My brother is 6 years older than me and we were best friends. I fucked that up with my Bipolar anger exploding a few fathers days ago. I lived 2 hours away before it was hard to forge a relationship with him like that again. It never happened. Fast forward to June of 2022. I…
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I’m lost in my depression and can’t sleep. I can tell it is mania because it’s like I start off exceptionally happy, then depressed, then angry 😡. WTF 🤬 This is a horrible mess!?! I go to work 2-3 days a week and see 10–14 clients for mental health therapy…I do pretty well I think…
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My Depression and Ketamine Home Journey 