So I did dose I earlier this afternoon. I got tired and slept. My husband got a ride to school.

Now that I’m up i’m wide awake and oddly enough not hungry. I haven’t had anything other than one can of Dr Pepper and water today. I think tomorrow I am going to do my dose at night because it seemed to make me tired.

I don’t remember anything as far as bad things besides some anger. I was angry that my dog wouldn’t come lay with me, but I felt so much anger inside. I think it’s because I felt unloved and unwanted, unneeded and unnecessary. The things that I normally feel. 

Today during everything I watched son-in-law with Pauly shore because I love that movie but tomorrow I think I’m going to try meditation.

I didn’t journal my intentions. I just put them in my head and I think I’m gonna try to write them down next time, well tomorrow.