My brother is 6 years older than me and we were best friends.

I fucked that up with my Bipolar anger exploding a few fathers days ago.

I lived 2 hours away before it was hard to forge a relationship with him like that again. It never happened.

Fast forward to June of 2022. I moved to the same town as my mom and brother.

I attempt to try with him and he barely responds so I don’t know what else to do.

I texted him yesterday and he didn’t respond.

I texted him today…nothing back so far. My youngest is 14 and still lives in Orlando with her dad. So I tell my mom we are planning to move back when my oldest graduates high school in 2024.

Shes like “How can you leave your mother?”

I say, “It’s only because of them (my daughter).”

She still asks.

TBH I tried with my brother…if it worked and we got close again I could see not moving too far.

Nothing…it’s been over a year of trying. It’s frustrating. I’ll keep trying until I move but then I’m out!!!

Nada. Going to disappear from their lives. I can’t keep crying 😢 everyday.

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