Song lyrics that make me wonder where my happy self went but when I think back I don’t think I ever was truly happy…at least not since I was 6 and my dad paid for me to play in a lake with Disney characters at Disney World.

Not only is that the only time I remember being happy but I do have pictures from then.

I wish there was more pure happiness in my life. Like no depression to mask in front of others.

I just want to lay in bed and cry 😢. That sounds good.