So I did my first appointment and found out I was ineligible for treatment because I wanted to commit suicide.

Hopefully things with the Effexor will start to level out so that I can try again next month at the beginning of the month. So far things with the Effexor have been going well enough to where I don’t cry every time I wake up.

I feel like I am at 50% which is much better than where I was before.